(who needs email i'd rather post this right smack here in the middle of my journals)

fer, i often wish there was a coments section on this as well, especailly when i read your scribblings...but alas, there is not...though i'm sure we could simply open up a designated guestbook and link it from the bottom of our cribble page..hrms..i might have to try that eventually...but then again...sometimes i'd rather things just stay as a private journal, yet opened up to whomever may come along....speaking of such; i just noticed when i logged in tonight, that the opening scribble page shows the last 5 updated scribbles by title for anyone to read...hrms..if i had a nice intriguing title there's no telling who would read this thing. that's kind of tempting, yet frieghtening (i before e except after c?) at the same time.

fer...i know you're going through a ton of stuff right now, with you moving and graduating and auditioning and everything that's going on. i wish i could be around mroe to talk to you and jsut hang...school's been keeping me so danged busy i's crazy! hopefully after this week, i'll be much much much more free....perhaps *too* free. i haven't heard anything back yet from the grand total of TWO jobs i applied for last month. (it's rather hard to apply for work in new orleans when one is never in new orleans during business hours) anyways...i am just trying to say that i am sorry that i've not been around much to help carry your burdens....but you know..there's someone who is around and would love to give you a hand with that load...fully....are you letting Him?
i loves my fersis! i can't wait till cstone when we can hang out for hours on end and make all kinds of new jokes and memories and take pictures of new people and make up silly songs about lightening bugs and ride for long hours while colouring picures and writings stories...wait..that was all state wasn't it? hehee
*hugs*

it was pure ramble..did it get anywhere?