do you ever wish that everything could just magically float into its own place? our house is filled now with crates and boxes and piles of things that my brother and i have brought back from school. we were gone all weekend and haven't had any time to put it all away, much less any space to actually put it (6 people in a three bedroom trailer..plus college stuff!!???) i feel aweful having all this junk out in my mom's way. i feel like it's just making her life more stressful..and i hate that! mother's day was two days ago..and mom's living room is full of my junky stuff...i wish i could throw it all away, or stick it all in my room (but being that nick and i are both in the same room, it just is not feasable!) *sigh* i need more space, a job, a day with no one else in the house, that i might put away my junk and throw out what i truley DON't need. i save way too much stuff...oh well.

God, i want to do stuff for you this summer...but as long as i've not done the things in this house that need doing, i can't possibly go anywhere else and do anything. help me to get my life here in order. help me to let go of what i do not need. could you possibly open up an endless closet in which to store these earthly things?