i feel like there's a weight pulling down on the very center of me. I don't know if it's that i'm back at school and this is a normal back-at-school feeling, or if there's something that I need to deal with somewhere that I can't see now...
or if I'm just tired

I feel that "impending doom is about to hit me" as Bevin was saying..and it's not that I won't stop it..but that I don't know WHAT to do..I don't know what "it" is..
so it scares me.

ps-if you know what it might be, please tell me.