gosh...i don't feel much like saying anything ehre at all tonight..but i'll try and get some thoughts out..since i have not talked to anyone relaly today.

yesterdya i woke up with a sore throat and today it's a full-nose-blown sneezing cold. we went up to poplarville today to spend the afternoon at nick's church as a family for father's day. i got some stewarts key lime which i am pretending is my miracle drink to heal my illness. yesterday i finished reading the hobbit and went up to the library o check out the first book in the rings trilogy. i think i'm going to go read that soon...though what i really want to do is talk to skot or fer..or sleep all day so it can be clsoer to when i can talk to them. (i've found sleep to be a great way to make time pass a bit faster..and you get to dream too) i hate being sick..so i must get well before cornerstone. i must make it to cornerstone..for today i rembmered one mre person who is counting on our going--mir. she needs us to know we're going so she can plan on camping with us too. and i so don't want to let her down if for some reason we don't work out going (yeah..all you people keep telling me that we aRE going and to stop saying if...but it's sooooooooo stinking hard to think positivly about it when my entire family keeps saying it's not going to work and that i should just admit it and give up. i WON't give up till the day of the fest when i am there and have proved it) okay..this seems really pointelss and drug enduced (cold medicine) so i am gonna go stick my nose in a book and fall asleep to dream about cornerstone

(this is my worst scribble entry ever, in my oppinion...it just sucks to me...oh well)