they are starting to take over this computer desk.
mostly notes to call people tomorrow about working and vbs and other things as that.

i realy need to go buy me a new keyboard sooon..tomorrow would be smart...because i am being greatly slowed down by this one's onryness to not type the keys i touch...

i ought to write children's books. lately this thought has been springing past my mind from day to day. when daddy first mentioned it to me towards the beginning of the school year, i just shrugged it off and proceeded to concentrate on school. but now that i think about it..he was right. i write fairly decent thoughts and better than some childrens books i enjoy actually (they don't have to have long plots or deep understanding!) and i have such a love for the things already. my daddy might be on to something...or maybe it will simply fall away into my file labled "dreams" which is deep in my mind..very close to "memories"

this is not the only futurish dream i am storing there...no...along side it are new and old ideas...my newest dream is my dream to start a quaint little coffeeshoppe someplace with lots of randomly cute coffee cups, rather than all uniform ones..and lots of thrift-store type furniture, rather than eveerything looking new. i want it to be cozy and not look like it's going to break at any moment. but it's a dream for now...

another dream..one i dreamt up about a year and a half ago...was the dream to conspire a way to travel and minister to the "secular" mainstream artists in a way that they would listen and that they would know that i truely cared about their future and heart. filed into "dreams"

then there's the ever constant dream that i'll one day sing from a stage. not these art-songs i do for school - rather..praise songs..new and origianal...specially to glorify God and lead others to do so as well. this one is in "dreams" for the time being. it looks more like a posible reality than the others so far..