i'm afraid to blink...everything changes...

...not that change in itself is actaully a bad thing...
it's just...diferant.

people move.
people change.
time goes on.
we get old.

sometimes i wish to just see a glimpse of what my future holds...
but i know that not knowing is usually best...
if i knew i'd be scared out of my mind and miss out on relationships that i grow from...
learn from...
sometimes hurt from...
but all with a purpose.

so i must accept the changes. i just wish i could anticipate them a little bit better...is all.